I remember making fake forum accounts to troll this guy after he died. I feel kinda bad for it now.
really? who do this?
I remember making fake forum accounts to troll this guy after he died. I feel kinda bad for it now.
Silberauge, from Sons of Odin, Fallen Legion. He passed away back in 2014. https://www.starvault.se/mortalforums/threads/silberauge-passed-away.103000/ Still miss him.
I agree.I remember making fake forum accounts to troll this guy after he died. I feel kinda bad for it now.
i thought if only i would have stayed on longer and we would have done something in MO or talk longer, this wouldnt have happened, he would have been awake and not have chocked in his sleep, he would still be alive. i hate it!!!!!
thank you for your kind words, of course when i think about him, i tell myself "hey it is not your fault" "i couldnt have known" " i cant predict the future" etc.Yooo you can NOT blame yourself for that dude. The world's a messed up dangerous place, and you can't be expected to predict and prevent every tragedy. Those kind of thoughts can be incredibly toxic, get them out of your head. You were a friend to him while he was alive and you remember him now that he's gone, and that's all there's gotta be to it.
In Memory of Benjamin James Norris -- Clayton Thompson Funeral Directors, Groves, TXWhat happened? I actually liked Zazka, it's a shame to hear he's gone.
thank you for your kind words, of course when i think about him, i tell myself "hey it is not your fault" "i couldnt have known" " i cant predict the future" etc.
but knowing that he passed away so short after we talked and knowing that if i stayed on longer this could have properly be prevented.
he actually lived not far away from where i used to live, my mom who is also a nurse still lives in the area. i could have called her up, i could have called the local police station, i could have done something.
especially since this kinda hits close to home.
my sister tried to kill herself (borderline syndrome), she was talking to a internet friend in Australia. When the person noticed that my sister took a bunch of pills and slowly passed out. the person actually called from Australia, the German police over here. they sent out ambulance etc. my little sister was on life support and had only a 20-30ish % chance of not dying. She made it but the people said if they arrived only 1 min later she would have been dead for sure.
i always think about this too and knowing that i could have done the same, especially since my mom lives in the same area as lyf. it is hard to not feel some sort of "i could have prevented this" i know it is not my fault but, i could have prevented it.
sorry i will leave it at this, im just rambling now but yea