ahaha, I dunno what else to call it? Some people might say burn out, but I don't think that's it. I'm someone who has come in and out of mortal universe (cuz you can do a lot, but sometimes you energy cannot be housed within their mechanics, one of my greater hopes for MO2 was that it WOULD accommodate that) and sometimes upon logging in after awhile, you look around you and you see things are still happening as they were, but you don't feel 'a part' of it. Compound that with MO 1 graphics, you might have the feeling... why do I even play this shit game?? In general, I think I was cool with MO conceptually, but I did take offense when they DOXXED ALL OUR INFO. YEA I WENT THERE.
I deleted my main, but I still have 'fullspec' fighter but no way to gear her w/ weps. I have decided that the reason I am feeling these feelings re: MO2 is due to the time lapse between reset to x1 skill gain and hard before-release wipe. I still don't understand why they did that, and I wonder if it's going to affect people's motivation to go hard (not everyone, obv, some people are just gobbling MO2 in all forms) from the jump at release. I feel a desire to play, but I don't really have a means. I'm not working to get that means only to be wiped in a week, as it is almost release anyway (assuming they actually pop the game on 25th.) I might make some new chars and just play without even trying to skill them and let them skill naturally, but beyond that... I can't really think of much to do.
Ideally, the transition would be smooth from beta to release, and we would go in still geeking off the fun we had in beta, but, due to this lapse, it's given me, personally, time to think about a lot of the things that are missing from the game, a lot of the systems that are undesirable and will (IMO) produce undesirable, unintended effects, and it gives me pause like... should I save my sub? I probably won't, but I mean I wasn't even thinking about that for a second when we were beta-ing. I thought we'd just go straight out. Two or three weeks w/o really playing MO is enough to break the spell, for me.
Is anyone else feeling this way? It's like... I'm ready for release, but there is no way to sustain this energy. I will have to divert it into other things, and the question then becomes... when MO does actually tru release, will I be able to reclaim said energy and invest it in MO?
Again, I believe this is due to the 'rocky' transition of mistimed wipes. Tho I did do myself dirty (in a moment of insanity!) by deleting my char and my mats haha. But I was legit upset that they dropped the ball on wiping at the right time because... I dunno? I mean, if we had a wipe to where we could actually grow our chars normally and play a bit THEN had to restart for persistence, it would be a bit different than... one week of wiped or w/e. I dunno why anyone would punish themselves speccing a char for such a short time.
YAFEELME??
I deleted my main, but I still have 'fullspec' fighter but no way to gear her w/ weps. I have decided that the reason I am feeling these feelings re: MO2 is due to the time lapse between reset to x1 skill gain and hard before-release wipe. I still don't understand why they did that, and I wonder if it's going to affect people's motivation to go hard (not everyone, obv, some people are just gobbling MO2 in all forms) from the jump at release. I feel a desire to play, but I don't really have a means. I'm not working to get that means only to be wiped in a week, as it is almost release anyway (assuming they actually pop the game on 25th.) I might make some new chars and just play without even trying to skill them and let them skill naturally, but beyond that... I can't really think of much to do.
Ideally, the transition would be smooth from beta to release, and we would go in still geeking off the fun we had in beta, but, due to this lapse, it's given me, personally, time to think about a lot of the things that are missing from the game, a lot of the systems that are undesirable and will (IMO) produce undesirable, unintended effects, and it gives me pause like... should I save my sub? I probably won't, but I mean I wasn't even thinking about that for a second when we were beta-ing. I thought we'd just go straight out. Two or three weeks w/o really playing MO is enough to break the spell, for me.
Is anyone else feeling this way? It's like... I'm ready for release, but there is no way to sustain this energy. I will have to divert it into other things, and the question then becomes... when MO does actually tru release, will I be able to reclaim said energy and invest it in MO?
Again, I believe this is due to the 'rocky' transition of mistimed wipes. Tho I did do myself dirty (in a moment of insanity!) by deleting my char and my mats haha. But I was legit upset that they dropped the ball on wiping at the right time because... I dunno? I mean, if we had a wipe to where we could actually grow our chars normally and play a bit THEN had to restart for persistence, it would be a bit different than... one week of wiped or w/e. I dunno why anyone would punish themselves speccing a char for such a short time.
YAFEELME??